Dating a member of exo was difficult, but at the end of the day kai made everything worth it. The worst part was constantly being apart from him. But none of that mattered today because he was in town for the night. I started getting ready in my room, putting on a simple pair of skinny jeans and a black shirt that was only lace on the back. I knew it was kai’s favorite shirt, and all I wanted to do was make him happy tonight. I owed him that. I applied minimal makeup; I was never a huge fan of it. I put on a little foundation and mascara on my eyes. I blinked back at the mirror and evaluated myself. As always, my biggest decision was leaving my hair curly or straightening it. I looked down at my phone, 6:43. He wasn’t going to be ready to have me over until 7:00 and it was a 3 minute drive to the hotel. I shrugged and decided to leave my hair curly, because kai liked it better that way. I walked into my room, grabbed my perfume, Chanel Chance, and squirted 2 sprays in the air and then walked through it, slowly spinning. I grabbed my brown bag and slung it over my shoulder, letting it fall diagonally across my slim figure. I walked closer to my bed, looked down at my cat Karl that was sleeping, gave her a quick kiss on the head and headed out of my room. i got into my car and drive to the hotel
god this place was full of fans .
i saw kai from far waiting for me . god he looks amazing he walked through the fans just to hold my hands and get me in the hotel .
we sat on the couch . but all of the sudden he said "“Hey…erm (Y/N) can I ask you something?” He was avoiding eye contact, and suddenly my butterflies in my stomach turned to knots. “Yeah, of course you can. You can ask me anything, babe.” He cleared his throat a little and looked up at me, “The fans treat you alright, yeah?” I laughed, “They treat me just fine, they always treat me like a princess,” I blatantly lied. “Okay good because I heard this rumor that you were shoved by fans at the mall and they hurt you. And I was about to be so pissed off if it was true.” Shit, I thought. How did he find out? I didn’t want him to hate his fans so I protected them by not telling him. My bruises on my ribs were gone and I wasn’t too affected by it.
“kai… I can’t lie to you. It did happen.” His gentle face furrowed with confusion. “Why didn’t you tell me?” his voice started to raise. “I…I didn’t think you’d care. Wait wait no, that sounds bad. I didn’t want you to worry about me! I didn’t think it was that big of a deal.” “That big of a deal?! Have you gone completely mad ?! I get that you don’t want to hurt the fans, but don’t you dare sit here and lie to me. I’ve given up so much for you, the least you could do is be honest with me!” He started to yell. I quickly became enraged, “You gave up so much for me? You did? kai, I gave up everything. I can’t go out in public without being followed, getting pictures taken of me, and having girls tell me I’m not good enough for you! How do you think that makes me feel? I’m sick of it!” I really set him off with that. He stood up and started yelling at me, “You know. I could have any other girl. They practically throw themselves at me but for some weird reason I still stay with you? And you won’t even give me the respect of telling me the truth? I feel like I’ve just wasted all this time with you, honestly.”
I gulped. This was bad, we’d had fights before but never to this extreme. He’d never started yelling at me, or telling me that I was a waste of his time. The words stung, and I couldn’t keep my tears in for much longer. At that moment, somebody knocked on the door that was attached to the room that the other boys shared. He huffed a huge breath of air and flung the door open. sehun was standing there, “Hey man…we have to do a radio interview real fast. It’ll take 5 minutes we need you in here.” kai looked over at me on the couch, rolled his eyes, and told me he’d be back in 5.
I immediately walked over to the pad of paper next to the phone and wrote, “You made some good points tonight. I’ll go ahead and take the hint. I’m sorry for wasting your time. Don’t bother calling me, I get it. It’s better we end things now.” I signed my name on the bottom and threw it on top of the hotel bed. I grabbed my bag, threw on my hoodie and ran out of the room. I felt so weak for breaking up with him over paper, but I couldn’t face him again. I’d never seen such anger in his eyes.heading to my car.i got home . ran to my room .
I immediately jumped onto my bed as the tears began coming again. I rolled over to my side table, took two sleeping pills, and set my phone on silent.
By the time I woke up the next day at 11, I had over 30 missed calls and multiple texts from kai, begging me to call him back. I didn’t want to talk to him or see him. I threw my phone across the room and sat in bed softly tearing up. A couple hours passed and I got up, got dressed, went downstairs and grabbed the keys and left to my best friend’s house. I looked out the window and saw it was raining so I grabbed my trusted hoodie and headed out of the house. As I walked out of the garage, I noticed a black car approaching my driveway. It stopped, and the back door flung open and kai stepped out in the freezing rain and began running towards me. “(Y/N)?? (Y/N) babe please listen to me!” I couldn’t believe he showed up at my house, I started crying more and screamed back, “Why whats the point, kai? All we do is fight!” He came up and smiled, “fighting isn’t the only thing we do,” he leaned down and kissed me passionately in the middle of the rainstorm. “Please, I didn’t mean what I said last night. You are the most important thing to me. I haven’t given anything up and there’s nobody else I’d rather be with. I only said those things to set you off and I’m sorry. Please please forgive me, I’ve been a wreck for the past 18 hours! I’m so sorry babe. Please.” You cracked a half smile “So we’re all good?” He smiled at me. “No, no, kai. You’ve got a lot of making up to do,” you winked at him.
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